On 12th April 2011 , I got news from Facebook feed that was been posted by many of friends whom know him that Stanley got into an accident while riding. I was shocked & worried .I do kept him in my prayer every night to wish that he will wake up from coma as I know that he's a strong man & he will sure wake up after a long sleep .I got a peace of mind when I got news that he's doing well & he's already stable down. But not long, I got a news again yesterday from Mabel that his breathing slowed down & his dp is dropping . Qiu Yun was there all along to stay by his side till his very last breathe . After I heard that , I wanted to go down & visit him but it was already so late and I bet LOVE will allow me go down to visit him .
I thought he was doing fine cause I did not received anymore news about him . Till 11plus in the morning while I was brewing Lotus with Peanuts soup for tonight dinner , I received a text from Mabel that Stanley have already left us . was so shock to hear that & also sad to hear that . I can't even see him for the last time . I still remember the last time I saw him was at Bugis with Ah Yi on Ah Yi's birthday that day if I'm not wrong . He was still smiling and greeting me with his sweet smile that was not forgotten since he have that smile when we knew each other back in Secondary school . I still cannot accept the fact that he left us today . It was just too sudden & sadly , I can't even be there for him to see him for the last time cause they said that it's not good for a pregnant mama to be in a wake . So I can only sit at home and miss him only .
So as promised , Mabel & I will go down and visit him after my delivery and confinement . I'm so guilty and heartache about it . But both of us got no choice . I've lost 2 friends from a bike accident . Ah Long was back in 2009 and 2011 , It was Stanley . Sigh ! When Ah Long's death , I also can't see him for the last time as I was in Hostel . Now , Stanley's death , I can't be there because I was Pregnant . Both of them left us at the age of 19 . Sigh ! They were still so young when they left . I really can understand how their parent felt as I lost one of my baby last year too .
Life is really just too unpredictable . We may never know what will happen to us the next moment . After all , I really do learn how to cherish and treasure those love ones around me before they are gone .
My dearest Bro , Stanley Seah,
You will always live in our heart & Never be forgotten . We will miss you after you left . I hope you will understand how much i wish to see you for the last time but I couldn't . I promise , I'll see you after my delivery and everything alright ? Meanwhile please do take care of yourself where ever you are . Be happy and bless all of us from above especially your family . We Love you always . Rest In Peace Bro !
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